As an American male, growing up Christian, I had both a love for God, and a hate for some of the standards that people were saying that God expected of me.  As a result, I began to have a hate for the Jesus that I was told to be more like.  The Jesus I learned about was
As a result of this "Jesus", I felt that I was being taken advantage of
But I always felt that something was missing.  Who'd want to be a Christian if it meant living the rest of my life on Earth as a doormat or slave? 
There is a difference between being a servant and a slave.

This page is under construction as my life is as well.